Welcome to my last and final blog post. I’d like to say this isn’t the final goodbye, but it definitely is. Unfortunately, my life will most likely not suit the blogging life. So as of right now this is the final goodbye!
This year I have learned a lot of valuable things. I have learned who is there for me and who is not. I am still learning to navigate a mature adult relationship, but I am grateful to have who I have to go through it all with. I wouldn’t ask for anyone better because he truly is the best. I have learned my value as a person and how to stand up for myself. I am proud of how far I have come since freshman year. I thank God I didn’t go down that path and how he helped me get to where I am today. I wouldn’t change a single thing about who I am now. A lot of my peers talk about what they wish they did and didn’t do, and honestly I don’t feel that. I believe everything happens for a reason and God has a plan.
After High-school my hopes are to become a correctional officer at the prison in town. Eventually, I hope to move out of this town. If everything goes to plan I will get my career started up and move in with my boyfriend. We have talked about it a little bit and we plan to buy a house together. I’m not sure where yet, but I know we will find wherever we were meant to be. I have been saving for my future and to buy a house for a while now, but no one besides me knows how much there really is. I am a very family oriented person and I cannot wait to build a life for myself. High-school was a difficult time for me, but the best is yet to come!
When I was a kid I used to talk about high-school and what I thought it was about. I used to watch movies about prom and fantasize about what it would be like. Now I am just a few short days away from my senior prom. I think my 6-year-old self would be so proud of who I am today. Except that I won’t be marrying Ryan Gosling, that’s pretty unfortunate. Other than that I am doing amazing! I’m scared for what life will throw at me, but I know if I continue to surround myself with good, positive, amazing people I will continue to flourish into the adult I was meant to be. If I could tell my 14-year-old self anything it would be to not worry about all the little things. Let nature take its course and bring yourself closer to God. Put yourself around people who prioritize you and don’t bring you down. You deserve the best of the best just like everyone else! You won’t always be everyone’s cup of tea, but you’ll definitely be someone’s. I’ve got this, and I’m forever grateful for the people who have been in my life up until now. Even if they aren’t in my life still, they helped shape me into the person I am today. Whether they’re a teacher, friend, co-worker, or even a stranger, I am forever thankful. Goodbye, for now!

-Alivia

